Restless rambles and waiting for summer

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Hey remember the sun? Nah me neither pals. I’m legit gutted we’re not having a summer as wild as 2018. I miss 2018 for a multitude of reasons, it was one of my fave years of all my 29 I’ve lived, I was truly sad to say goodbye to it on the 31st of December. The perfect summer, wild opportunities, amazing memories and finding genuine content-ness. Don’t get me wrong, 2019 has been fine, lots of good stuff, still content. It just doesn’t have the same vibe as 2018 did. 2018 I spent a lot of the year excited, 2019 I feel like I’m waiting for something but I don’t know what it is. I don’t wait around, I get up and go but because I don’t know what it is I’m waiting for, I don’t know what I’m going for - perhaps what I’m looking for is direction? A sign? I’m very indecisive and non-comital in 2019.

I thrive in the summer and the heat. And perhaps because theres been no summer as such I’m still waiting to thrive and I’m becoming restless. I have days where I want to pack my stuff and run away, find an adventure, explore a new part of the world, make some new friends. Then theres other times I want to stick it out where I am, keep on chipping away at the life I want, keep on at my career, keep on making and saving that money for me and James to have a life we want and a house of our own. lol I set myself a target to have a house by the age of 30 . . . . I have 10 months to save up at least £20K lololololol

But I like a challenge . . . . 

I worried I’ve spent the first half of the year just floating about a bit and not really ~living~ I’ve been waiting. I learnt at the end of last year that life is very very short, we shouldn’t wish our days away, we shouldn’t live for the weekend we should’t be waiting around - we’re not promised tomorrow. So, I think I’ve got some figuring out to do. I need to channel my restlessness into something. Tomorrow [Sunday as I’m currently pre-writing this after a very rainy and sucky Saturday] It’s time to brainstorm and plan and look and research and fulfil my restless so that the rest of 2019 has the same vibe and excitement 2018 had.

Welcome to my brain dump.



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